[ turns his head to face her at the press of her fingers. he looks tempted by the offer, FUCK FEELINGS WHAT DID YOU EVER DO FOR ME FEELINGS, but he knows himself pretty well, that if he gets rid of that and has nothing to obsess over, he'll be. . . pretty empty, which doesn't sound anymore pleasant than dealing with this. but it's not a conflicted expression, just wants with reserves. any change is good change, almost. ]

It is. But y'know, I give up on this one. . . Doesn't leave me with a lot.