I think I can do it. I... I want the power to be able to protect myself when these things happen, there are people here that offered to help me and they said they'd protect me, but I... I don't want to be a burden to these people. I want to be able to do what I can, and if there really are people that want to help me... I want to be able to help them too. To be someone they can depend on as well, instead of someone they always need to protect. I'm... I don't think I can stop being scared, but, I want to be able to do something.